
Such a simple question.
Macs and I were in the art supply store today.
I've been wanting to find it for a while now.
Today, I did.
We went in, and I looked around just to get a feel for what I can get there...
of course, I found some things I wanted...
but while I was checking out,
the gal running the shop today was talking to Macs.
She asked him if he liked art.
I tell you I just about burst when he looked her in the eyes, and said with full confidence...
"I'm an artist."
I thought I would cry.
I'm so proud of him and his confidence.
I hope he never loses it.
I hope I can learn to have that confidence in myself.
Today in the shop I confided in that same gal that I was hoping to start
....TEACHING art.
I want to spread that confidence in other children.
To tell them that coloring inside the lines is nice, but when you aren't in school, and the teacher isn't asking you, it's OK to color outside the lines... it's OK to make creatures that don't exist, and play with orange in your skies...
Maybe in teaching that... I'll get to that place myself.
Maybe, I'll get back to that place where I can lose myself in the moment.
All I know, is that more than ever before, I feel like everything I've ever learned, everything I've taken time to do, my past jobs, my past volunteer work... it's all coming to a place I think I want to stay. A place I want to grow. A place where a little boy can look at a stranger and TELL them he's an artist.
Ohhhhhh...there is gonna to be a partay fashoozall!!
ReplyDeleteOH I'm jealous! What a place to be! I hope you have a wonderful and fulfilling journey making your way into teaching art. I love your ideas of what's "OK". Now to find one of those places for myself...
ReplyDeleteThat is awesome. Macs is the cutest little guy and that picture of him dressed as Darth rocks!
ReplyDeleteOMG. That is super awesome! Hehhe. I LOVE THAt!
ReplyDeleteGuess what? You have been... DUN DUN DUN. PHOTO TAGGED
http://scrappin-a-rose.blogspot.com/2009/01/ive-been-photo-tagged-d-hehe.html
And what an adorable artist he is too!!
ReplyDeleteOh my gosh, and he's the most adorably cutest little Darth Vader artist EVAH!! Just thinking about how he must've looked, his face confidently upturned, with that matter-of-fact expression....ack, I just wanna scoop him up and HUG him!! 'Til he squirmed and demanded I put him DOWN! lol
ReplyDeleteWhat a wonderful blog! I feel like I've discovered a friend :)
ReplyDeleteSpeaking of teaching art, I don't know where you are on the Oregon coast, but we could sure use you in Lincoln City. There's an after-school program that could sure use someone like you.
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