I'm feeling pretty low these days. I just want to sleep. That's never good. I feel like my whole world is stuck, and I can't get myself out from under it. I'm like, NON functioning in most areas of my life. It probably doesn't help that I'm about ready to start my period. If we could move tomorrow, I would TOTALLY do it. I'm also fighting a headache, and that doesn't help my brain work when I feel like this. It's SOOOOO fun when three friends dump you when you needed them the most. They really do SUCK. If it wouldn't land me in jail, I'd SHOW them just how pissed I really am. NO ONE deserves what they gave me. NO ONE. Not even someone who KNOWS you are enemies. Did I mention they SUCK?
Onto the blog things.
This is probably the reason I love nose rings...
You're Not Exactly a Hippie... |
 While you're not a hippie, you've got the spirit of one. Like most hippies, you have deep beliefs and unusual interests. You may not buy into hippie fashions, music, or heavy drug use. But at heart, you are a free spirit and suspicious of the status quo. |
Funniest thing about this one, is that Oregano is my LEAST favorite spice.
You Are Oregano |
 You have are charming, funny, witty, and smart. You love to party - and people love to party with you. You are always friendly and warm. You are able to help people get along. |
I knew this already.
You Are a Believer |
 You definitely believe in God - and you're very unwavering in your religious beliefs. In fact, religion and spirituality are definitely big parts of your life. Religion shapes how you view right and wrong, as well as the decisions you make. It's hard for you to imagine how your life would be without your beliefs. |
I guess I need to go shopping for new paint? Maybe flowers will do the trick. The Daffodils ARE blooming...
You Need Some Yellow in Your Life |
 Yellow will make you feel happy, perky, and hyper. And with a little yellow, you will project an aura of energy. If you want attention, you've got to get a little yellow in your life! For extra punch: Combine yellow with blue or orange The downside of yellow: People associate it with sickness and deceit The consequences of more yellow in your life: You will have more mental clarity, especially when faced with difficult problems You will be protected from depression and moodiness You will be a lot less likely to burn out or feel stressed |
Yep. Kinda cool, because I think a crab apple tree is going in the backyard this year.
You Are An Apple Tree |
 You are quiet and shy at times, but you have lots of charm and appeal. You are quite attractive: your pleasant attitude, flirtatious smile, and adventurous spirit draw people in. Sensitive and loyal in love, you want to love and be loved. You are a faithful and tender partner - who is generous in sharing your many talents. You love children, and you need an affectionate partner. |
© Rachel Whetzel
Sweetie - you've got to do something to get out of this funk! i know that it's when we feel stuck/cornered that we get depressed. you need to feel like you have a choice in all this - and you do, you just have to figure out what you want to do.
ReplyDeletemany hugs!!
move? where to?
{{{Rachel}}}
ReplyDeleteSome days are just sucky. Don't let the stupid decision that these people have made to disengage themselves from you ruin your outlook! You are such a terrific person with so much to offer! (I'm just sayin')
Hi Rache,
ReplyDeleteMost of the time I'm just lurking, but I thought I'd comment this time. "Friends" that do this to you, never realle were friends, friends stick together no matter what, disagree... yes, dump... no.
As for the down feeling, over here in Holland we call it spring- tiredness, it's got to do with the change in the air, the lack of sun and fresh air in the winter, add the loss and the period and there it is.
So go on, feel sorry for yourself for a day or 2 then add loads of yellow to your life, have a bath with something with ginger and lily's and you'll start to feel better.
And don't forget, you add a lot to lots of women's lifes all over the world.
Big hugs from The Netherlands