God Reads Backwards

I have this idea in my head... and it's pretty simple. God and I are reading the same book. It has clear pages. The only thing is, that while I read my story from it's cover toward the back, God reads it from the back to the front. He already KNOWS how my story ends. He looks at my pages, and sees the completed work. He knows my ending because He's read it already. Meanwhile, from my view, reading my story from front to back, I sometimes see what looks like an unfinished story. All the tape and backs of papers show. It's messy and looks ugly in places. But one day, when I turn the page, I will see the side that God read. It's completed. It's got sparkle. It's not so messy. So I have to trust. That God is creating a page in my life that will have beauty. That I will turn this page and see. That my story was not so ugly after all...